When someone shows me inconsistency
I always let them get the best of me
instead of admitting the facts
that not everything is meant to last
I have a tendency to fall too quickly
how do I stop my history from repeating?
overly emotional, neurotic, and impatient
is it a crime to just be momentarily complacent?
sometimes my head is full of static
it’s not easy escaping the sadness
but I’m working on getting past this
I just wish it was easier not to panic
I could use some more self confidence
and patience when it comes to this
I know what I want, but I’m not in a hurry
how do I prevent the lines from getting blurry?
Maybe I dove in too fast
it’s looking like you’re already in my past
maybe it was something I asked
is it too late to take our questions back?
I don’t know how to tread carefully
maybe there’s something wrong with me
because for a few moments I believed
that you and I were meant to be
so I breakdown to break through
all of the sudden I’m feeling renewed
perception shifts and sentimental dips
…a perfect recipe for an emotional eclipse
