fervent blunder

Every boundary I set I broke in time
all I attract is what dulls my shine
now I don’t know if any of it was real
or if you were just pretending to feel

I was screaming and begging to see your name I didn’t realize this was all just a game
forever with you now seems like a threat, not a promise
I’m not trying to be mean; I only know how to be honest

you should have tried…